Yes guys! Im having to put this site in hiatus!, Your sick of seeing this site on Hiatus?, Well Im sick of putting it on Hiatus, right now Im a little busy with my fansites (which are taking over my life! Lol), but also my heart has gone out of doing this site But that doesnt mean Im closing it Hell NO! I just need some time to myself because thats WHAT I really need right now which means I would have to take time off fro some of my sites and I have decided its this one and my Rosa site. But like I said I will be back with a better layout, and better things I Promise guys, I'll also be applying for more elites and affiliates! Oh && BTW I've changed the Site twitter URL its now twitter.com/FalseHopeOx. Im liking that name :) So I hope you guys do to :) Well thats it for now see you guys maybe in a months time? x
Basically this is sorta my life story...
Sorry but its gotta come out.
Why is the more you work harder on things the more your unliked? Have you ever felt that way? Well if you havent your the lucky one(s). You see ever since high school my mind has been pretty unstable, I've been bullied which has lead me to nearly killing myself, I know I may sound like a physcho but mate if you were me then you would understand why it was really bad the bullying, anyways for those who have been bullying (which Im sure most you guys have
) then you would know that it would knock your confidence so after two yrs of the bullying I finally had enough, had my little breakdown and even though the teachers knew I was being bullying they did nothing, so I got told to come down and go into the office and my mum was in there and she was worried (well obv), the teacher said that I could have a few days off. I went home of course and my brother came into my room and asked me what happened so I told him and he said that enough was enough and said that he would have a word with my mum, and I managed too move schools. But....theres a question why cant I trust people, but they can trust me right? During all this drama my parents were getting divorced and my dad kept on saying bad things about my mum and then my mum kept saying bad things about people which werent true, but I believed them then I found out later on that there were lies, so I really cant trust anyone I cant even trust myself!, my mates had been lying well so called friends should I say, I just felt unloved I then moved to a place called Houghton-Le-Spring there I met a great guy name Kyle not only was he a great guy he was also my boyfriend, and he made my life worth living! (LY Kyle) but of course I moved and we broke up
, and apart from Him I can only trust a few people and thats Trisha, Marc, Marcella && Ashley I cant trust anyone else, not even my lad, I had too right this guys my life is/was a big pile of shit, Im sure if it wasnt for the bullying I would be a different person! I would so love how to know how different I would be if I wasnt. But despite all that has happened you can trust me, if you tell me something I wont tell anyone and thats a promise just ask 
Man I fell so much better after writing this blog hehe! Ly Guys xx